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Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Sonnet for love? Or for hate? You decide.


Love being a greatly mystical thing,
Deceives us all in many ways.
Leaves me with different churning feelings,
Being tossed around mindlessly in a bay.

The water’s are whispering angrily,
Pent up emotions spilling out and spreading.
Thoughts of you make me shake feverishly,
And every moment I spend regretting.

Our relationship based on nothing
More than empty words, Lies you always told
Made me despise your very being.
Your furniture, consider is now sold.

Wishes to end you, consume all my thoughts
Of being together now I am just lost.

Monday, January 2, 2012

Fall for what your heart desires

When you see that person the world stops.
No amount of lies, truths, or even the past matters to you, and just for a moment you feel complete.
For the time we have is small, so every sunrise and every time the moon sets life stops as if it were a broken clock.
It's true when we are hurt  we fall hard to the dirt, but the thought of  seeing them glow as they smile is.
Being True to yourself is like telling your heart not to beat to the sound of happiness.
Breaking down to tears takes about as much time to pour water to a glass.
Minds loose the ability to think during this phase of life.
Eyes are blind even when open to sight of love, hate, confusion to the inner being of ones self and soul.
When mountains crumble it's the prime example of the struggle of love talking.
Instead of running your body and mind are walking without thought your heart is the thing crawling.
No more games  or pieces to be played just truth to be told.
As we progress to the future our life line tell no answers at all.
Though you can plan you don't know what Gods plans are to ones next journey may hold.
So if  any of us blink we could miss out on the thing called bold risk.
The path below the cliff make us look past the over fake thought of the law of L.O.V.E.
So being human we just fall.
Rather than hearing the beat in our own head many listen to the words spoken by others.
After the feelings are brought out, the one action they make is duck hide and run.
As if the game of dodge ball  resembles our human emotions.
What hopes and dreams when reality is never what it seems.
So we just shut up and fall for what our heart desires.

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

True statement

A girl whose silent is in more pain than when she's loud.

Dear Blaise,

Dear Blaise,
I miss you. Nothing can bring you back. But the memory of you stays fresh in my mind. You are the best thing that ever happened to me. We all miss you, your family and mine. Blaise, as you were my everything, I realized what you left behind for me. All the smiles, laughter, and joy and not a single tear. You made sure to keep me happy without even knowing when your time would end. We were happy. I love you forever and always,
B

P.S.- I still have that ring pop you proposed to me with when we were 6. It's the oldest memory I have.

How's this for relating to you?


He left you didn't he? After telling you everything that you wanted to hear. He made you feel loved and needed; more than a girl could dream of. You told each other that you loved one another. He texted you first thing in the morning, and last thing at night. He seemed perfect, up until he broke your heart. He started to send you short replies. He seemed perfect, up until he broke your heart. He started to send you short replies. He stopped talking to you in the hallways. You are hoping in your heart that it is just temporary, but if it isn’t, you want him to tell you, so that you can stop wasting your time. You cared about him so much, but he left you waiting, waiting for him to change his mine and go back to you. But he never did. You only realize how much you loved him, when you watch him like someone else. Each night you go to bed and you’re proud of yourself for surviving another day without him. You’re having a hard time. He betrayed you. He broke you. You miss how happy you were with him. When everyone asks you what’s wrong, you tell them it’s nothing, because you know that if you tell them, they will only pretend to understand. No one really will. They will hear your words, but they won’t listen to what you are saying. Just remember that the pain you are feeling is inevitable, but the suffering is optional. It is hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember. But don’t let him bring you down. Don’t give him the joy and the satisfaction. Sometimes bad things happen; you just have to shake it off and get over it. You’ll be okay. He doesn’t really care if you’re miserable, so you might as well be happy. Stay strong and show him that you don’t need him, and that he meant as little to you as you did to him. Good things fall apart so better things can fall together. So keep your head high, your chin up, and keep smiling, because life is a beautiful thing and there is so much more to smile about. <3