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Wednesday, December 21, 2011

How's this for relating to you?


He left you didn't he? After telling you everything that you wanted to hear. He made you feel loved and needed; more than a girl could dream of. You told each other that you loved one another. He texted you first thing in the morning, and last thing at night. He seemed perfect, up until he broke your heart. He started to send you short replies. He seemed perfect, up until he broke your heart. He started to send you short replies. He stopped talking to you in the hallways. You are hoping in your heart that it is just temporary, but if it isn’t, you want him to tell you, so that you can stop wasting your time. You cared about him so much, but he left you waiting, waiting for him to change his mine and go back to you. But he never did. You only realize how much you loved him, when you watch him like someone else. Each night you go to bed and you’re proud of yourself for surviving another day without him. You’re having a hard time. He betrayed you. He broke you. You miss how happy you were with him. When everyone asks you what’s wrong, you tell them it’s nothing, because you know that if you tell them, they will only pretend to understand. No one really will. They will hear your words, but they won’t listen to what you are saying. Just remember that the pain you are feeling is inevitable, but the suffering is optional. It is hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember. But don’t let him bring you down. Don’t give him the joy and the satisfaction. Sometimes bad things happen; you just have to shake it off and get over it. You’ll be okay. He doesn’t really care if you’re miserable, so you might as well be happy. Stay strong and show him that you don’t need him, and that he meant as little to you as you did to him. Good things fall apart so better things can fall together. So keep your head high, your chin up, and keep smiling, because life is a beautiful thing and there is so much more to smile about. <3 

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Only Once In Your Life

"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life."


— Bob Marley

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Need For Company

The mutality of our breath could not for an instant kill,
The deep seated differences in us.
That are really just dear marvels beneath the filth of routine.
They no longer feel our dance,
That used to flow so naturally with no tactful diplomacy.
There are no more moments where
They get lost and found in our pivotal surrealism.
Yet we still erect in this crown of naive realism
And we still wonder what makes us go back
Maybe because there's an urgency
A dire need for new company?
No. You walk and talk
And talk and walk
But all you see
Is nothing you would ever
Want to be.
Because all you will ever be,
Will be with me.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

We are. We really are.

Were all trapped in a glassed world of peoples expectations,
Peering out of my window with mesmerization.
Written on my face-Your disgrace.
Misplaced the one thing I gave you - My faith.
It doesn't matter how I came here or how I died;
What matters is that I survived-
Day by day, knowing that you lied.

Truly Inspiring